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Love Just Isn't Easy

by Circlebrooke

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(Intro) 00:23
I'm building a spaceship to get out of here I'm trading humans for the Final Frontier Yeah, social interaction is the object of my fears, 'cuz...
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She thought everything was perfect in her life Ever since the day she met that special guy But it looks like how she thought it would turn out was not quite how she planned Especially when she saw him sitting with her best friend, talking, holding hands Now she knows what they mean Now she knows why they say That love just isn’t easy Everyone’s meeting love For the first time today And love just isn’t easy (Love just isn’t easy) He thought life was just the circle of his friends And all this talk of loving others was just pretend But then he found a little book, opened it up, and read the words it said And now he’s starting to think over these few years of life that he has led Now he knows what they mean Now he knows why they say That love just isn’t easy Everyone’s meeting love For the first time today And love just isn’t easy Now she knows what they mean Now he knows why they say That love just isn’t easy Everyone’s meeting love For the first time today And love just isn’t easy
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The Rumor 03:51
So, you have a secret? Well, I wanna hear it I promise that I won’t tell anyone No way! you say you like the new girl at school?! Well, maybe I’ll just mention it to Jordan (Won’t this be fun?) Then Jordan told Matt, who told Jake, who told Pat And so on, and so forth, and so it grew But the word got around, and I guess that girl found out And this is what I heard: she hates you So, sorry I spoke, But she thinks you’re a joke But look on the bright side: at least you know I know this must be really depressing for you, But you shouldn’t have to feel so low, ‘Cuz maybe you should see her face to face And ask her if it’s true, just in case But rumor has it, she hates you, of course And you can trust me ‘cuz I know I got it from A reliable source, you see: Jordan told Matt, who told Jake, who told Pat And so on, and so forth, and so it grew But the word got around, and I guess that girl found out And this is what I heard: she hates you So the two of you meet after school And you’re trying really hard to keep your cool You ask her why she said that she hates you And she said it’s cuz she thought you hate her, too ‘Cuz Jordan told Matt, who told Jake, who told Pat And the story switched around as it grew So even though you would date her, she was told that you hate her And that is why she said that she hates you ‘Cuz Jordan told Matt, who told Jake, who told Pat And the story switched around as it grew So even though you would date her, she was told that you hate her And that is why she said that she hates you
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Confusion 03:24
Am I crazy If I’m not sure what to think anymore? I’m the wreckage of a mental war Am I hopeless If my hope is in uncharted lands? Cuz my hope is to hold your hand Tried to ask my conscience how it felt about this No answer, so I’m pretty sure my conscience quit And judging by the silence that I get from logic I wonder if it’s best just not to bother it Take a bow, exit stage Were you an illusion? Cuz I’m not down for darker days Hear me out; I’m drowning in confusion I prayed But maybe that was my first mistake I did it for your sake with everything at stake Long nights, wide awake as if the night before a wake In the wake of a feeling that I hope isn’t fake Give me a (break!) I’ve got confusion like a leveled-up Butterfree Which makes it really hard to see you standing right in front of me But apparitions tend to fade and I can tell it’s getting late I prayed, but maybe that was my first mistake Trying to convince myself this feeling is a lie Trying to convince myself this feeling shouldn’t die Take a bow, exit stage Were you an illusion? Cuz I’m not down for darker days Hear me out; I’m drowning down now Take a bow, exit stage Were you an illusion? Cuz I’m not down for darker days Hear me out; I’m drowning in confusion I’ll hold on tight, and maybe this will come to an end Take a bow, exit stage Were you an illusion? Cuz I’m not down for darker days Hear me out; I’m drowning down now Take a bow, exit stage Were you an illusion? Cuz I’m not down for darker days Hear me out; I’m drowning in confusion
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Natural 04:21
Look away when we connect Are you afraid? Do we pretend? Guard your heart from everyone That makes you feel Panic attack Everyone wants to feel it (alive) Everyone wants to feel it Everybody wants to be loved Everyone wants to feel it (alive) Everyone wants to feel it It’s only natural All these years I’ve spent alone Don’t even know How this thing goes You are everything I lack So you make me feel Panic attack But everyone wants to feel it (alive) Everyone wants to feel it Everybody wants to be loved Everyone wants to feel it (alive) Everyone wants to feel it It's only natural I could pretend there’s something there To save me from affliction I could pretend there’s nothing there To save me from rejection But I have no clue which one’s true So I can’t really do either But I have this Spirit in my head Says “Don’t pretend; instead I’ll show you trust” And everyone wants to feel it (alive) Everyone wants to feel it Everybody wants to be loved Everyone wants to feel it (alive) Everyone wants to feel it It's only natural You’re not a weirdo You’re not a lost cause And yeah, I see you I got you covered I’m not a weirdo I’m not a lost cause And yeah, I see you Heck yeah, I see you!
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Why are you hiding? Just what have you to prove? Why are you hiding The truth And why are you sighing? What have you left to lose? Why are you denying It’s you? While we’re both here It’s all so clear It’s all so clear Smiles are deceiving And laughter can cause tears I think you’re hiding Your fears I’m simply finding That all things are made new Why are you denying It’s true? While we’re both here It’s all so clear It’s all so clear You got the death in the rewind Burning out So fast-forward to the honest shout You got the death in the rewind… Burn it out While we’re both here It’s all so clear It’s all so clear
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Tennis Love 03:57
He was a quiet guy, just a little bit shy The kind of guy that didn't cause a lot of racket So he could keep it lean, he joined the tennis team But any skill that you could name, he probably lacked it He was convinced that love meant nothing to him, until he saw her practicing on the tennis court Never thought he'd have a change of courting anyone, yeah at the baseline of things, he knew he fell short But he'd play a match against her any day Just to see her do that fore-swing He'd serve an ace into her heart and maybe she'd agree The two of them would make a perfect doubles team He needed a new spin on things to get the ball rolling But he was certain she'd say "deuces" and bounce out He felt caught in a net; his mind could never let Him find a way he thought she'd like to know what he's about He figured if he took advantage of their common interests, maybe there'd be a chance she'd think he was a good catch And so he chose to try to set up a time to volley, and he just hoped that she was looking for a good match He told himself she was out of his league, quite literally Because this year he got stuck on JV, while she made varsity But he'd play a match against her any day Just to see her do that fore-swing He'd serve an ace into her heart and maybe she'd agree The two of them would make a perfect doubles team So there she was; it was time to follow through Took his approach shot, saying "Hey Allie, how do you do? I'm not a great line judge, so please feel free to overrule, But if we hung out, that'd be cool" 'Cuz he'd play a match against her anyday Just to see her do that back-swing He served an ace into her heart and said, "Girl, please agree, The two of us would make a perfect doubles team" Now he plays a match against her every day Just to see her do that back-swing He served an ace into her heart and you bet she agreed The two of them would make a perfect doubles team
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Allergies 05:51
I believe the question should have popped into your mind by now Isn’t that a little bit ironic? Can’t you see that you and He are falling farther out? Your life’s spinning round and round, like Sonic So take your wings and run away ‘Cuz you can’t fly there And you can't fly, not anymore Unless you hold fast to the wind You know it’s there, but it blows the other way Yeah, it blows the other way Looking for excuses, and you think they really matter to me Isn’t that a little bit ironic? Call yourself a hero, or a rebel, or a lover, maybe I wonder if deception is just chronic? So take your wings and run away ‘Cuz you can’t fly there And you can't fly, not anymore And take your halo Toss it into the sea ‘Cuz that’s not you, now And that’s not us, it never was Unless you hold fast to the wind You know it’s there, but it blows the other way Oh, it blows the other way... So take your wings and run away ‘Cuz you can’t fly there And you can't fly, not anymore And take your halo Toss it into the sea ‘Cuz that’s not you, now ‘Cuz that’s not us, it never was This song is about you, but I don’t think it’s about me, too Isn’t that a little bit ironic?
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It’s been a while since I’ve seen your smiling face It’s been some time since you last set a foot inside this place, so I was just wonderin’ if this is the end, ‘cuz I’m not good at goodbyes I’m not a hugger, but I’ll give it a shot if you open up your eyes I speak for everyone When I say it’s been to long Maybe when you play this song, and you hear the sound You’ll realize we miss having you around So how’s life outside of life? You know exactly what I mean How’s fun outside of fun? It’s not that fun without a family I was just wonderin’ if this is the end, ‘cuz I’m not good at goodbyes I’m not a scolder, but I’d give it a shot if it would open up your eyes I speak for everyone When I say it’s been to long Maybe when you play this song, and you hear the sound You’ll realize we miss having you around I speak for everyone When I say it’s been to long Maybe when you play this song, and you hear the sound You’ll realize we miss having you around I speak for everyone When I say it’s been to long Maybe when you play this song, and you hear the sound You’ll realize we miss having you around
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A Pathetic 05:21
I’ve written enough songs about you Yeah, you'd think I’d call it quits ‘Cuz it’s gone on for too long, like a bad cold And I’m just getting sick of this And if this won’t change, then I can’t force it You think you could figure it out on your own If I was gone? And have you heard my prayers? Are they workin’? Building doorways in your head? ‘Cuz you left all my concerns on your top shelf Maybe they’ll fall and knock you dead! Looks like this won’t change, and I know you’ll hate it: Figuring it out on your own When I am gone I threw my heart to your feet, but you never saw it there (You didn’t care) But I won’t take it back, no I just hope you learn how to stop and stare They’ll tell you that they love you, just like they tell everyone But they won’t tell you all the crap you’ll find there, underneath their cursed sun And now you’re gone
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Exiting atmosphere Far away from all your fears Just like you wanted Notice the planet as it’s Starting to lose its grip From the window of your little spaceship Among the moon and sun and stars You’re the introvert with the giant question mark Take my hand We’ll show this place just how to dance, I’ll Take this chance To prove to you the true romance right now This isn’t the ending you expected, Let’s be honest, here You were supposed to turn at the last second Surprise everyone as you walk right in there Either that, or you would sit here And you’d write a song So proud of how you were different Both those guesses were quite wrong, so Take my hand We’ll show this place just how to dance, I’ll Take this chance To prove to you the true romance right now Take my hand We’ll show this place just how to dance, I’ll Take this chance To prove to you the true romance right now Why would you hip-hop When you can rock and roll? I’d rather lose myself Than lose my soul (Don’t step out of the light ‘Cuz you’re on fire tonight And don’t step out of my sight ‘Cuz you’re on fire tonight) ((Am I malfunctioning? I think there’s something wrong with me now)) Let’s turn this thing around Find your way back towards the ground Notice: your heart’s changed Notice the gravity that’s Starting to pull you back Feels just like a heart-attack Among the clouds and sun and sky You’re the chosen one, with the young, wide eyes, so Take my hand We’ll show this place just how to dance, I’ll Take this chance To prove to you the true romance right now Take my hand We’ll show this place just how to dance, I’ll Take this chance To prove to you the true romance right now

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released May 25, 2017

All songs written by RJ Barnett

Circlebrooke is:
RJ Barnett - vocals, guitar
Exper17 (who is definitely not a cyborg) - guitar, vocals, keys
Sloth Boy (who is definitely from this dimension) - bass, vocals
Orakuru Kobayashi (totally not a mystical being) - drums, vocals

additional vocals on "The Rumor" by Maxwell Barry
guest vocals on "Spaceship to Prom" by Liane Lincoln

engineered, mixed, and mastered by RJ Barnett

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Circlebrooke Hingham, Massachusetts

Rock project by RJ Barnett with elements of emo, pop-punk, and post-hardcore (The existence of additional band members from parallel universes can neither be confirmed nor denied).

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